In His Likeness w/ AntTBri

What is this feeling?

These wonderful thoughts

I’m having concerning meeting, talking to you

Holding your hand and gazing into your eyes

Discovering the person of you

Why am I having these feelings, thoughts concerning you?

How did you get my attention?

In the midst of such smoldering pain

And hopefulness of a present situation gone wrong being made

Right

What is the connection I feel with/to you?

The force that is causing me to gravitate

Where you are while wishing desiring questioning

Who you are

I agree with so many of the things you say

It seems our thoughts, prayers, meditations are synchronized

Our passion connected

You with out knowing spoke directly to the areas of pain

God used your voice, mannerism to penetrate my shielded heart

I heard God through you instruct me to believe

In better… its possibilities… and God’s will for my life

Instructing me that the present circumstance does not define

My destiny or worth

Confirming I am lovable, valuable, a gift of God

To be treasured, celebrated and affirmed

At that moment (several years ago) I told God

“I could love him, can I be the one to love him”

Not for the glamour/success you’re currently in

But for the popular man whose heart had been broken

Dreams shattered yet he gave from the wealth of his pain

Whose eyes glimmered but still cast loneliness?

Who cried tears alone, feels passionately and deeply loves God’s people

The person of you that has such deep insight for others

But still looked lonely in a crowd of many

Making life and love better for everyone else

My destination would be to safeguard, secure, and satisfy the longing within your heart.

Promising that IF you are part of God’s Better for my life

My prayer would be: God use me, my love to assist in eliminating that loneliness, healing all that has been hurt, mishandled, not embraced or fully understood before…allow me to add to him…be the reflection of your heart, your love of and toward him

I wanted to connect and meet you where you’re at

Join in life’s adventure along side of you

Take care of you, hold you, rub your head, and massage your broad shoulders

Hold your hand as we walk along

Smile at your entrance and long for your return

When I look at you now…the desire is still there…no it is stronger

 I want to smile my normal Kool-aid

Light up the room and my life expression

Not the watered down, quick unsure

Wondering if you are interested in me as I you

I never want the moments of quick gazes to end

My hearts still saying:

Speak to me, let’s talk, and let’s get to know each-other

You’re safe, you’re home

Come rest, relax, and be

Let’s enjoy life a fresh

A new un-prohibited and free

I don’t want to be fan fare

Trouble or a hindrance to your already complex involved life

I just want to add to you

Be a blessing as God allows

As I seize the opportunity to love you from a real, true place

whole heart

And have you love me back as we continue in the faith

And pursue life and love

fulfilling

 Destiny

God’s perfect will for our lives

~AntTBri