I think of you several times throughout the day
I wake up early morning and pray for your
Continual strength, God’s leading
And His perfect will manifested in your life
I look back in retrospect to the night my heart began to consider
Awoke to your voice, the moment you became a possibility, thought,
A wonder, my personal interest evoked
I always smile, feel warm and blush
And try to reason away
What sometimes feel like insanity, a trick of my eyes?
I feel hopeful, new, beautiful, vibrant,
Willing to love, willing to share
Risk and try, explore
The unknown again
When you look into my eyes see warmth,
Understanding, intrigue, wonder, mystery,
HOPE, a renewed, revived, rejuvenated Vibrant
Me, Woman, God’s gift to be ravished and explored
YES! YES! YES!
There’s room for me, need of me.
I’m the missing piece
or
should I say final piece
that will assist, help you reach new levels of destiny,
in essence there is purpose in my being,
distinct from the many experiences and people
that’s been privileged to know and love you thus far,
God reserved yet a place
a space called Sabrina,
a heart called___________!
How wonderful that sounds, how beautiful it feels.
I keep asking myself is this real, possible, why do I love him so,
what is this attachment that summons emotion, tears of thankfulness and awe?
I’m able to feel and express my care through water filled eyes, tiny streams flowing down my cheeks.
I’m not sad I ‘m happy, overwhelmed, willing, expectant, hopeful, loving from a true, real place.
My total being applauds your existence…
I’m over come by such possibility of connection,
family.
God’s granting me extra for my faithfulness to him, desire to please him more.
I love him,
am so grateful for this awesome blessedness
bestowed upon my life, for me God, really?
Wow, unbelievable, better than my imagination,
vaster than my dreams, more detailed than my prayer request.
This is the blessing that makes me rich and adds no sorrow,
the workmanship of my Creator,
this is so God setting the stage,
presenting and fulfilling his promises of better,
the best yet to come,
giving both the former and latter rain in this season
my season, our season, life lived abundantly.
Out of all gifts desired
he gave me the most important he gave me LOVE,
encompassed in a man of depth, desire, discernment;
not afraid but affirming,
not illusive but illuminating,
whose both encouraging and embracing,
careful and caring,
direct and discrete.
In my life he’s necessary and needed;
what an awesome revelation,
awakening for the former Ms. Independent.
So while I’m humbled by the fact that you were in need of me
I’m also aware of my need of you.
I’m glad we’re finally at the place where we can see
and accept our in completeness
in light of being fulfilled by God’s assignment,
purpose and will.
It’s a joyful conclusion
after all else has transpired
the King indeed has another move,
he has declared check mate, game over
this is her, this is him… my strategy ended the quest.
A voice keeps calling out, speaking, declaring
“I know you have no point of reference for what I’ve said,
placed in your heart,
be sure, know it is me, answer the call, agree with me, follow my leading”.
It is the constant melody over our heads,
the sweet embrace of the Savior,
the breasted one,
wiping away all sorrowful tears
saying “it’s not over,
I’m not done with you,
don’t give up,
aren’t you glad you didn’t let go of my promises?
It’s going to happen for you destiny hasn’t expired, purpose prevails,
expand your capacity to love as I widened your territory,
look forward to togetherness
one will chase a thousand, two ten thousand…
God’s doing it we’ll see increase;
he’s going to get all the glory,
the delay was not denial of the Room only you could fill,
and occupy in each others lives dually.
~SaBrina JaNine
In His Likeness w/ AntTBri 
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