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I Need to Love You…

As I watch you produce

In the midst of pain and un-comfort-ability

My heart longs to tell you

How proud I am of your accomplishing

The will of God for your life,

Despite everything you’re presently going through

You came out and nailed it, delivered a life changing Word

Reflecting the glory of God, His expressed love humanly

 

You inspire me to Growth

The very person I am

Is strengthened by who you are

Challenging and moving me

I search for ways to convey how much I admire you

You are exceptional

You do it for me

I admire nobody more

You are great in my eyes

Absolutely the best man ever

God’s gift to me

Invigorating to my heart

You brighten my days

Fill my life with passion and motivate my creative flow

Thank you for being you

Allowing God to use you as an effective vessel, tool

To make me (us) better

I’m always in a state of longing in terms of you

Desiring, craving, your attention, presence

Needing to love you beneficially

Wanting to be apart of God’s purpose, plan

His heart toward you expressed humanly

I love you for reasons it would take pages to disclose

Years to portray, time to discover

But mostly because I realize it’s my life’s assignment

What I’m meant, called to do specifically

Loving you is Inclusive of my purpose and destiny

The thing I can do well, life has prepared me for this role

I want to give you the gift of me

It’s an innate pulling at my core

It’s the first request I made of God concerning you

“Wow God I could love him, can I be the one to love him?”

Was my immediate response to God’s prompting

The realization of opportunity

I decided to love you before you ever said hello

Acknowledged I existed

It wasn’t dependent on anything you gave or done

nor will it ever be; it’s person specific to who I am

So when I say I love you

Know that it’s fueled by my choice to allow God to love you through me

Not bias to gifts given, what you do or say

In the present on my behalf exclusively

It’s because my will jumps to

My being agrees to

And my heart needs

To love you

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