I Need to Love You…
As I watch you produce
In the midst of pain and un-comfort-ability
My heart longs to tell you
How proud I am of your accomplishing
The will of God for your life,
Despite everything you’re presently going through
You came out and nailed it, delivered a life changing Word
Reflecting the glory of God, His expressed love humanly
You inspire me to Growth
The very person I am
Is strengthened by who you are
Challenging and moving me
I search for ways to convey how much I admire you
You are exceptional
You do it for me
I admire nobody more
You are great in my eyes
Absolutely the best man ever
God’s gift to me
Invigorating to my heart
You brighten my days
Fill my life with passion and motivate my creative flow
Thank you for being you
Allowing God to use you as an effective vessel, tool
To make me (us) better
I’m always in a state of longing in terms of you
Desiring, craving, your attention, presence
Needing to love you beneficially
Wanting to be apart of God’s purpose, plan
His heart toward you expressed humanly
I love you for reasons it would take pages to disclose
Years to portray, time to discover
But mostly because I realize it’s my life’s assignment
What I’m meant, called to do specifically
Loving you is Inclusive of my purpose and destiny
The thing I can do well, life has prepared me for this role
I want to give you the gift of me
It’s an innate pulling at my core
It’s the first request I made of God concerning you
“Wow God I could love him, can I be the one to love him?”
Was my immediate response to God’s prompting
The realization of opportunity
I decided to love you before you ever said hello
Acknowledged I existed
It wasn’t dependent on anything you gave or done
nor will it ever be; it’s person specific to who I am
So when I say I love you
Know that it’s fueled by my choice to allow God to love you through me
Not bias to gifts given, what you do or say
In the present on my behalf exclusively
It’s because my will jumps to
My being agrees to
And my heart needs
To love you

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