In His Likeness w/ AntTBri

It’s feels like forever since I saw you last what pleasant torture, anguish.  To me you are beautiful in every sense of the word…prime example of manly, Godly, purpose driven, and living.

Its true Love matures with the gift of time.  It is during that time one gets the opportunity to reflect on gestures, expressions, words spoken, shared, pondered inwardly, outwardly.  Smiles erupt, blushing transcends heart-felt desire.  A renewal of hope, promise transpires.  You wonder when you’ll see him again.  You appreciate his beauty, feature by feature as you long for his return.  You are constantly wondering if he’s experiencing the same thing, more intense specific to you.  Then you ask yourself “how will I contain/ mask my delight when I see him again?  Praying, Lord please prevent me from expressing this silly grin at the thought of him, looking at him, him noticing me”.  How youthful I feel, beauty meets handsome, not so lonely in aloneness.

Anticipation, expectation is your state of being, walking, and living.  Thoughtful prayers escape the sentiments of your heart; slightly whispering thoughts feelings that cross the segway of your mind, heart.  When you close your eyes you plan, see, imagine what’s on the horizon of happening.  Will I meet his embrace, will he extend his hand, kiss my face?   Your heart pauses, wishes, hopes soon all will be revealed.  Proving it’s so worth it waiting for his return; maybe this time he’ll make me his home.  What plans you have of loving him completely; the desire to love him overwhelms you as you wait for his physical return, the sight of him, the possibility of touch and feel of him future(ly).  Concepts, scenes foreign to your past or present reality, burst into, out of the thick dark clouds smoldering engulfing surrounding your existence.  He represents symbolizes the brightness, hope of life and coming events, the love of a mature, seasoned man; equipped with the needed tools to effectively assist and add to your life.  You know it’s like Adam and Eve, Abraham and Sarah, Solomon and the Shulimite, Boaz and Ruth, Ahasuerus and Esther, Joseph and Mary and every other couple privileged to accomplish the will of God for their lives together. What examples and possibility to grow and expand upon in this present day life?  Love as a God-given assignment, purposing.  Dream, dare, stand, venture, vow to forever and begin accomplishing the will, purpose of God in joining, collaborating destiny.  Two are better than one, that’s the reason it’s not good for man to be alone, so in your waiting for his return plan, prepare for your walking together in commanded dominion.  Applaud, support, encourage, and push one another to the greatness still yet to be discovered in the reserves of the richness of the persons you are individually as well as dual(ly).  Pray, be rejuvenated and get clear direction from the throne room instructing you for the assignment/opportunity  to fulfill your calls upon his returning….

 

When You Come Home

Know that I’ve been anxiously awaiting your return

Preparing for the many ways I’ll gladly welcome and serve you

Utilizing the time you were away to plan and prepare your home-coming

 

Let’s see the atmosphere needs to be set, comfortable, inviting ready for you

Everything clean, neat, in its place

Conclusive to creativity, passion stirring

Giving way to enjoying our time together

Nothing else pressing or needing to be done

You won’t have to wait or stand in line for my attention

I’ll divulge my full self completely

No more talking on the phone to others, working at home, spending time in devotion, watching television or doing the many things that women find to do

Daddies home, the king has returned

So the laundry will be done and put away

Towels, toiletries, comfortable apparel, and slippers will be set out

Dinner will be prepared, hot ready waiting to be served

I’ll fix and bring you your plate, pour you your beverage of choice

Serve you as the king I need you to know you are

Allow you time to gather your thoughts, and catch your breath

When you emerge from the abyss of alone time in your masculinity

I’ll be ready in my femininity to refresh and replenish what life has stripped away

Ensuring that you know you’re my priority

That I desire to experience life to it’s fullest with you

We’ll escape together from the pressures of life

Block out everything and focus on what matters most Each other

Renewing, reliving our consecrated covenant once again

 

When you come home

Look for me at the door

Expect me to greet you with kisses and hugs

Real big smiles, expectant eyes

Speaking calming life-giving words of affirmation

Love’s declaration

With me doing, being what makes you smile feel content

Look forward to a celebration, making new memories

Maybe you’ll come home to night caps, an indoor picnic

A full body massage, breakfast in bed, or lunch on the go

Or some wacky off the wall sizzling hot let’s try this fiascal

At any rate coming home will include holding hands, sitting close, breathing the same air, what ever your heart desires prayer, devotions, watching television, reading aloud, listening to music, singing, dancing, being silly, playing, laughing, relaxing Releasing, discussing, dreaming,

Challenging each other to new levels of growth

Mostly discovering who we are together, what true love really is will be found when you come home

~AntTBri